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"life isn't about keeping score. it's not about how many friends you have. or how accepted you are. not about if you have plans this weekend of if you're alone. it isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've date, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. it isn't about who you've kiss, it's not about sex. it isn't about who your family is or how much they have. or what kind of car you drive. or where you are sent to school. it's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. it's not about if hair is blonde, red, black, or brown. of it your skin is too light or too dark. not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. it's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport. it's not about representing our wholebeing on a piece of paper and seeing who will "accept the written you." life just isn't. but, this is about who you love and who you hurt. it's about who you make happy or unhappy purposefully. it's about keeping or betraying trust. it's about friendship, used as a sanctity or a weapon. it's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful, maybe theartening. about starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip. it's about what judgements you pass and why. and who your judgements are spread to. it's about who you've ignored with full control and intention. it's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge. it's about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow, and spreading it. but most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that could have never occured alone. only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life's about."

hmm, summer's over. that sucks. school started last week. my classes are okay. and my study hall is amazing. omg i have never laughed so much in my life. haha it's great. but other than that it's just kind of boring. hm, so yeah..

the last weekend of summer me and melis went to new york. journey concert was fun. i got lots of free stuff. haha but then we got home late and i had work wayy early in the morning. i was very tired.

saturday, i hung out with tom for a while after work. sunday, i forget what i did but i had work. monday, me, tom, sean, and demi went to the mall and then i had work.

wednesday, me and melis went to tom's soccer game. i got to hang out with him for like two hours. amazinggg<33 : )

last night, me, tom, sean, and demi went to the movies to see exorcist of emily rose. it was okayy.. then we went to tom's. i love him. today, tom came with me to my cousin's birthday party. then we went to tom's. but he was like sick. that wasn't fun.

hmm, i have work tomorrow. then i'm going shopping. and then me and melis have some meeting in oxford valley. gayy.

i love you soo soo much tom<333

i haven't updated this in like forever.

umm, summer's like over. and it sucks. a  lot. i don't want to go back to school.

but i saw tom for ten days in a row. so that was really awesome. since he's the bestest ever.

i work a lot too. i guess it's okay. i make lots of money though.

today and yesterday i'm in new york with melissa. last night we just went to people's houses and went to this shopping center. it was fun.

today i'm not sure what's going on but tonight is the JOURNEY concert. i'm so excited. it's on the beach!!! yayy =)

k bye

i love you soooo soo much tom<333

week has been kind of eventful. maybeee.. not really.

tuesday, me and melis took tom to the mall and dressed him up. he looked cutee. lol then we went back to his house with james and just hung out.

wednesday, tom came over for a little bit. then, callie and tucker had a play date. that was fun and cute. awww. lol wednesday night everyone went out to dinner for matt's birthday and then back to his house.

thursday, had an interview at circuit cityy. yeahh so now i work there. i guess it's fun. lol i work with melis though!! so after that i went to her house. that night, mike and katie came over. watched a movie and hung out. pretty cool. then i slept at melissa's.

friday, first day of work with melis!! haha it was kind of boring but not that bad. had to do computer training for like 5 hours. oh well. then we went to tom's with steve and james. went in his hot tub and stufff. very fun.

saturday, tom came over for a little bit. then went to karen's party. tom and steve came to that for a little too. yeah but it was sooooo fun. we slept in the moon bounce. didn't go to sleep for five minutes. it was awesome.

sunday, went to the mall with melis. got some shoes, and clothes and stuff. then i went to my aunt's house for nicole's birthday. tom came too. then at like 10 we went to see charlie and the chocolate factory. i was falling asleep but it was good.

today, had work all day. came home and slept. now i'm kind of bored. danielle's basketball game was tonight but it got rescheduled! damnn =(

i freaking start drivers ed tomorrow and it's going to suck. work on wednesday. then i'm not sure for the rest of the week. call.

i love you sooo much tom<3333